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responsibleformyownrisks) wrote2015-01-31 08:12 pm
responsibleformyownrisks) wrote2015-01-31 08:12 pm
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003 { Dealing with things like a responsible Jedi
ACTION: LATE EVENING
[Once again, Siri should be sleeping. She’s exhausted enough to. But exhaustion doesn’t stop the nightmares, doesn’t stop her from experiencing her death all over again. It’s not... pleasant, waking with the remembered agony in her chest, her back. She will sleep, eventually. There comes a point where she can’t avoid it any longer. But until she reaches that point, she will continue as she’s been doing.
Which, currently, is running laps through the forest, occasionally taking a more difficult route through the trees. She pushes herself to move faster, leaping from the branch she’s on to another, several trees away.
She’s been trying to stay away from the house as much as possible. It’s not fair to her housemates, and she’d rather keep hernightmares dreams and the emotions caused by them to herself, anyway.
The message has only made everything worse. There will be no leaving Luceti for her. There will be no returning home. Not if she wants to remain living. She’s dead, there. And dead she’ll remain. So her choices are remaining here, in Luceti, or attempting to find a place for herself somewhere else. IF that’s even possible. And it doesn’t sound like it is.
So she’ll have to say goodbye to everyone she knows. Everyone she’s met. Everyone from her galaxy.
Siri pushes herself harder, running through the forest at top speed.]
[Once again, Siri should be sleeping. She’s exhausted enough to. But exhaustion doesn’t stop the nightmares, doesn’t stop her from experiencing her death all over again. It’s not... pleasant, waking with the remembered agony in her chest, her back. She will sleep, eventually. There comes a point where she can’t avoid it any longer. But until she reaches that point, she will continue as she’s been doing.
Which, currently, is running laps through the forest, occasionally taking a more difficult route through the trees. She pushes herself to move faster, leaping from the branch she’s on to another, several trees away.
She’s been trying to stay away from the house as much as possible. It’s not fair to her housemates, and she’d rather keep her
The message has only made everything worse. There will be no leaving Luceti for her. There will be no returning home. Not if she wants to remain living. She’s dead, there. And dead she’ll remain. So her choices are remaining here, in Luceti, or attempting to find a place for herself somewhere else. IF that’s even possible. And it doesn’t sound like it is.
So she’ll have to say goodbye to everyone she knows. Everyone she’s met. Everyone from her galaxy.
Siri pushes herself harder, running through the forest at top speed.]
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Normally, it’s difficult to surprise a Jedi. The Force grants her enhanced reflexes and agility, and Siri has always had an extraordinary sensitivity to Force warnings. But this isn’t normally. In the slightest. It has been a very long time since she’s gotten much sleep at all, and she’s been running herself ragged, long past even her Force enhanced endurance.
This is why she’s unable to avoid her fellow forest lap-runner.]
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Ah! I... I am so sorry! [And he'll be reaching out if she needs a hand.]